Simple Enough.?

To name or call.

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Today was perfectly fine until I got home. I don’t know what happened. 

I was talking to my mom, and I asked her if we could do something on Thanksgiving, and she gave me a really nasty negative response and I just got really upset. I’m totally dreading Thanksgiving, and I think it’s because my grandma is like, on her death bed and no one wants to acknowledge this fact, so we’re just all doing Thanksgiving separately. Brilliant plan, right? Let’s just ignore the issue and not spend time together, ever. My mom doesn’t get that I’ve ALWAYS hated Thanksgiving, so of course I’m dreading it. I feel bad because I said some really mean things to her, but whatever, I’m not ready to apologize yet. 

I think I’m just also having a bad day because I’m kind of really mad at my boyfriend but he doesn’t know it yet. He promised me weeks ago that he’d come down today to see a show with me, and I told him he really didn’t have to, but he insisted that he wanted to. But unorganized little Connor forgot, as always, and now he can’t come because something else is going on. This wouldn’t be so bad except he was also supposed to come down tomorrow, and he’s not doing that either, simply because he “doesn’t want to.” 

Today is the first day I’ve come straight home from school in a looooonnngg time, and I was really looking forward to it, but now it just sucks.